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I miss having a TV that works. It's wierd because I don't watch it that often but I out of books and not really in the mood to write or read fanfic. I could reread something but I want something new darn it. I went very off my diet today I was very good this morning but my dad wanted me to take over the shop so I came down at 4 and closed at nine somebody was susposed to get me a salad at 6 but she never showed so I had a bag of peanuts. A small bag but still about 300 calories more than I should've had and not very good either. I wish he could've told me yesterday that he was leaving for the weekend I would've pick up stuff to make bag lunches with. It's the end of the month so the cubbard is getting bare But I thought I'd wait until monday and do my big shopping.
Oh and I got lectered at the docs yesterday even though I've lost 10lbs this month that I need to lose wieght because diabetes runs in my family [duh] THat's why I'm on a diet doc. It's not like I think I'll ever be Miss America. I KNOW he gave me the speach because my bro just was in and HIS weight and blood sugar are out of control. I know the symptoms of high blood sugar well enough to know I don't have to worry but I do the fasting blood test anyway. I'm not really bulking at the idea just would've liked some possitive feedback from the guy.
Oh and I got lectered at the docs yesterday even though I've lost 10lbs this month that I need to lose wieght because diabetes runs in my family [duh] THat's why I'm on a diet doc. It's not like I think I'll ever be Miss America. I KNOW he gave me the speach because my bro just was in and HIS weight and blood sugar are out of control. I know the symptoms of high blood sugar well enough to know I don't have to worry but I do the fasting blood test anyway. I'm not really bulking at the idea just would've liked some possitive feedback from the guy.
