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One reason I miss my mom is she would introduce me as her daughter the Trekker in that puzzled but proud way I imagine a mom at a pride parade might have. She thought geek was cool long before it was just because it was me. She didn't get Trek , but I know she would've been an even bigger Spuffy fan than me with her Elvis and James Dean obsession and love of horror movies. she's adore BtVS.
A I'm sorry I couldn't always see then how much she loved and supported me. I posted before by the time I stopped being a teenaged girl she needed me to be one of her caretakers. This led to friction and looking back I think my teen and tweenties year old self could've handled it better. I often thought we hated each other when what we hated the situation; two people in cronic pain one on really strong drugs and the other on nothing but OTC sucking it up.
A I'm sorry I couldn't always see then how much she loved and supported me. I posted before by the time I stopped being a teenaged girl she needed me to be one of her caretakers. This led to friction and looking back I think my teen and tweenties year old self could've handled it better. I often thought we hated each other when what we hated the situation; two people in cronic pain one on really strong drugs and the other on nothing but OTC sucking it up.
